tonight i went for a little ride on my temporary blue bike.
the clouds were grey and pink and orange splashed across the sky.
i road until it got dark. really hard.
i’ve had to think about a lot lately.
i feel bad that some people just give up and say “f— it all”.
i decided to keep pressing on…even if it gets harder.
Jesus help me.
i feel like i’m getting sick.so i’m going to go to bed.
my mind is going crazy.
so many questions and no one to talk to.
tomorrow i rest. i am excited.
i will sit in the hammock chair outside and drink tea and read gourmet.
and maybe do a million sit-ups. just cause i might get married one day.