i’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly..
My mind is sprinkled with a mess of different things right now.
For some reason, the movie “The Secret Garden” has a certain line stuck in my head. Remember when she is asking for a piece of earth? That is what I feel like right now. “Just a little piece of earth please”.
I am so so so happy. Despite the horrible time I had last night.
There was this early “homeschool” thanksgiving meal last night. Yes, I am way graduated, but I went with my family. Anyway, I never really fit in with my “homeschool” peers…I was always the weird one. I didn’t have any friends up until highschool. I was super shy when I was little…sometimes I still am..but I love people, and I like to get to know them. Being shy isn’t a good way to get to know people(o; I still don’t fit in with those people though. I was nervous about going to the thing, and my gut was right. I walked in, and instantly got the “who does she think she is…what in the world is she wearing” look. I used to have really bad self-esteem issues. I don’t anymore, but when I got that look I started feeling like crawling into a corner. I stood up straight and smiled though. I wasn’t about to let that get the best of me. Then I tried to start a conversation with an old friend. I asked her some questions, she coldly answered them, and then just walked away from me. Burn burn burn. I felt like crying the rest of the evening.
I had to remind myself that I have some really caring and awesome family and friends. That made a lot of things better. I am so thankful that God has put such rad people in my life. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Jesus♥
I had an amazing time with Jesus this morning. I’m almost finished with Isaiah. I read chapter 65 this morning. There are some beautiful verses in there…I just wanted to share this one verse with you though:
“And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.” (v.24)
As I read this verse, my heart began to swell, and it just made me so happy. I want heaven so badly today. I want Jesus even more♥
I really really really want to go to the beach soon(even now..).
I’M ALMOST 20!!! I can’t believe it! Countdown to my birthday. I am so excited!
Started a new veil. I am so excited about this one. It is going to be so happy looking. (o:
Also, I have become completely addicted to Owl City. I seriously have to listen to him all the time. Adam Young’s music makes me so unbelievably happy.
I think I will go make some lunch now. Hope you have a splendid day. I love you my friends.