Light is streaming through my window right now. I love it.
I’ve just realized that the last 5 posts that I have written have been rather depressing and somewhat morbid and hopeless. I have been thinking about how hopeless I have been lately. How did I get this way? I don’t know. Maybe it was the training program, maybe it was for some sort of selfish reason, but I have decided I am not going to be this way anymore. It took a while for me to wake up, but I’m here now. AND I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT.
“Failure is not falling down but refusing to get up”. ~Chinese Proverb
I am not going to think of myself as a failure anymore. I’m going to keep getting back up. I’m tired of counting how many times I’ve fallen down. My eyes are set on what is in front of me. I am not going to focus on how many times my knees keep buckling underneath this small frame of mine. I am going to keep moving forward..and no more depressing posts, k? (o;
I have put it in my head that I am never going to give up. Come get me life♥
Today I will live like I am supposed to. With a smile on my face.
Thank you Jesus for your Love and Strength.
Have a beautiful day.